[karlach is not built for this shit, or - rather, she is, but ten years was a lot and it was never the unique experience of quick punches over and over and over, week after week. she can take a lot of sorrow and hold onto it and turn it into positive, but there are another five people dead, and there's nothing any of them can do to fix it.
and now on top of it they have to find an opportunity so gale doesn't die, and she's very, very stretched out and thin.
this is not how she wants to do things. it's not how she wants to spend the last few weeks of her life. but she doesn't say it out loud because she's pretty sure astarion and gale both know. so she just sits, and stares at the ground, and tries very, very hard to find something to cling to.
daan called her the last remaining light, the other night. isn't that funny.]
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and now on top of it they have to find an opportunity so gale doesn't die, and she's very, very stretched out and thin.
this is not how she wants to do things. it's not how she wants to spend the last few weeks of her life. but she doesn't say it out loud because she's pretty sure astarion and gale both know. so she just sits, and stares at the ground, and tries very, very hard to find something to cling to.
daan called her the last remaining light, the other night. isn't that funny.]