Alright. ... I have a condition, one that consumes magic. It feeds on mine first, and then when it has finished with that meal, it begins to consume me. For a time, I was forced to feed it magical items both to keep it stable within me, and to allow myself to use magic at hand without its interference.

As of this moment, my goddess has seen fit to grant me a blessing. It has kept it stable for the time being. However, as I'm sure you know, there is some complications with access to outside magic. Once it has consumed all that it can, it will begin to destabilize.

If I die, this would take a few days.