[ no literally he closes his eyes for like 30 seconds and rubs at his temple. ]
Right. I've been trying to avoid spreading this too far, lest the whole point be rather undone by the inability to keep the secret from the cult at large.
[ it isn't as if he wants to lie to kate, exactly. ]
There was no other way that we know of to help her, at this juncture. Believe me, I looked for a way. But it seems that for now, death is the only possible way to relieve the condition. But I will admit I aided in what happened to her. Please understand, everything was intended to help her, and do not mistake my saying that for believing death is the only help possible.
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[ no literally he closes his eyes for like 30 seconds and rubs at his temple. ]
Right. I've been trying to avoid spreading this too far, lest the whole point be rather undone by the inability to keep the secret from the cult at large.
[ it isn't as if he wants to lie to kate, exactly. ]
There was no other way that we know of to help her, at this juncture. Believe me, I looked for a way. But it seems that for now, death is the only possible way to relieve the condition. But I will admit I aided in what happened to her. Please understand, everything was intended to help her, and do not mistake my saying that for believing death is the only help possible.