As you are now both aware, a prize is awarded for killing outside of the execution ritual. One of those prizes can bring someone back to life. Monday, before I approached the two of you, I was asked by a small group who knew of my particular condition if perhaps I could be aided by the earning of this certain prize.
Ultimately a great deal was discussed, between myself, these others who I will not yet name as it is not my place, and with the Overseers as well, on how to possibly help or save Camille. Believe me, the plan was not simply to kill her and be done with it, nor to leave her to her fate at the end of someone like Kanda's blade. But you cannot wish to be saved using the same power as the monsters that reside within in, so a partnering could not be used to spare her. Death is the only possible relief. We were strongly advised to not be public about this. Death and drawn blades will attract the attention of the cult at large, when we are not protected by the trial rituals and otherwise. Camille ... was struggling greatly. Being kept waiting like that. It was torture, and cruelty to leave her in that state with no plan.
But one of the prizes can bring someone back to life. Do you understand?
[at least it's not that she's upset that camille is dead because like, she knew it was coming. that's why she wanted to try and give camille a good time during the party, because she figured one way or another her days were numbered. so it isn't that.
she's a little stiff, but she listens to gale and astarion's conversation.]
[ he does not seem like he's having a moral quandry over this. ] This is more of a "long term planning" thing, then. [ which he is great at. absolutely. ]
Not to defend Mystra, but she did not personally put the orb into me. I did that quite by myself. Nor am I certain it counts as a disease, but point taken.
[ zen ... ]
For what it is worth, I'd really rather it not happen again. But, I'm afraid I don't know what you mean ... ?
You don't need to know what I mean. But there's a better chance I'd be willing to shank someone and make it quick if someone slips the net again. Especially now we know it's not exactly good for them and we don't have another solution for it.
Astarion, I am bloody trying. I was trying to abide by what you wanted. And I did - I was not the one who did the blow, so I do not have liberty to decide what to do with the item.
[ i actually can't remember why i typed that, so that's funny. ]
Yes, and as I said that was the worst timing for that conversation. But regardless... we'll figure something out. Given the rate of deaths around here, I don't expect this will be the last situation like this, despite anyone's wishes.
That will probably be the one time I will hesitate in getting my hands bloody. Although do warn me if it turns out it's someone from our miserable little mortuary.
[ sweet astarion, he is way too wizard-brained to interpret this back and forth he is very distressed right now. the nightmare scenario is astarion is evading now and was being honest before and he doesn't know which version to believe and will end up hurting him by choosing the wrong one again. ]
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Do explain.
[ points at karlach ]
Do not explode.
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As you are now both aware, a prize is awarded for killing outside of the execution ritual. One of those prizes can bring someone back to life. Monday, before I approached the two of you, I was asked by a small group who knew of my particular condition if perhaps I could be aided by the earning of this certain prize.
Ultimately a great deal was discussed, between myself, these others who I will not yet name as it is not my place, and with the Overseers as well, on how to possibly help or save Camille. Believe me, the plan was not simply to kill her and be done with it, nor to leave her to her fate at the end of someone like Kanda's blade. But you cannot wish to be saved using the same power as the monsters that reside within in, so a partnering could not be used to spare her. Death is the only possible relief. We were strongly advised to not be public about this. Death and drawn blades will attract the attention of the cult at large, when we are not protected by the trial rituals and otherwise. Camille ... was struggling greatly. Being kept waiting like that. It was torture, and cruelty to leave her in that state with no plan.
But one of the prizes can bring someone back to life. Do you understand?
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... Yeah. Think I do.
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So. With any luck-- Just one person saved, yes?
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[at least it's not that she's upset that camille is dead because like, she knew it was coming. that's why she wanted to try and give camille a good time during the party, because she figured one way or another her days were numbered. so it isn't that.
she's a little stiff, but she listens to gale and astarion's conversation.]
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Good. [silence, for a moment, then:] I wasn't - looking to leave her in a tortured state.
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I don't get all the details, but whatever, I suppose I don't need them. [...] I trust you, Gale.
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Mathis already wants to know who did it. He was ticked about it. [sigh.] I can tell him to settle down if you want.
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[ he does not seem like he's having a moral quandry over this. ] This is more of a "long term planning" thing, then. [ which he is great at. absolutely. ]
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[ important shit first. ]
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[ good for morale? ]
For what it is worth, I do not know that idea would do exactly what I need in my situation as it is, anyway.
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looks like he's debating throwing something non-lethal at gale's head. ]
You said there's something to heal illness and I would perhaps think that a goddess implanted orb might count! [ we are calm and zen. ]
Next time this happens, talk to me again. You picked a phenomenally poor moment on Monday to have that particular conversation with me.
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[ zen ... ]
For what it is worth, I'd really rather it not happen again. But, I'm afraid I don't know what you mean ... ?
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[ he sighs. ]
You don't need to know what I mean. But there's a better chance I'd be willing to shank someone and make it quick if someone slips the net again. Especially now we know it's not exactly good for them and we don't have another solution for it.
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[ SIGHING TOO. ]
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Yes, and as I said that was the worst timing for that conversation. But regardless... we'll figure something out. Given the rate of deaths around here, I don't expect this will be the last situation like this, despite anyone's wishes.
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That will probably be the one time I will hesitate in getting my hands bloody. Although do warn me if it turns out it's someone from our miserable little mortuary.
[ fondness? maybe. you'll never take him alive. ]
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I-- Alright.
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