[she's still pretty hulked out - yellow eye closed, horns grown out, teeth long...
there's just a blast of horrible scribble screeching thoughts, all of which sound like want to live I wanted to live I want to I have to die don't make me do this again please]
You aren't going to do it again, that I promise you.
[ and then to astarion. ]
Based on what has happened before, she may be more herself in the morning. For now I think we should ... take a breath? Maybe? Is that alright with everyone?
[there's just miserable static from her. this is her worst nightmare. she hurt people she never wanted to hurt, he was crying and daan is going to die tomorrow and i don't know what to do now fuzzy in that static.
As of right now we are aware that our dead are not fully gone. There’s that much at least, but until there is some clear way for us to drag them back over here I am not happy with the alternatives either.
[ no i think they were concerned about daan trying to cut her throat open!!!!!!!!! anyway they can't do anything for it right now in the bubble, so good luck babe. ]
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there's just a blast of horrible scribble screeching thoughts, all of which sound like want to live I wanted to live I want to I have to die don't make me do this again please]
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... We need to think about what to do, I believe.
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You aren't going to do it again, that I promise you.
[ and then to astarion. ]
Based on what has happened before, she may be more herself in the morning. For now I think we should ... take a breath? Maybe? Is that alright with everyone?
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turns. sorry. she turns her back to both of them and curls her knees up to her chest, tail wrapping around her ankles.
don't let suguru die. please.]
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[ ... can he tap on a bubble? who knows. he tries though. ]
You already told us to look out for him. That's what we're already doing.
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... Karlach, are you able to use your wish?
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he can tap, if he wants, she doesn't look up. sorry, there's a breaking point and she's reached it five times over.]
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I would suggest doing so, if you can. And if you use it on anyone other than yourself I will be furious.
[ maybe it's talking at her, rather than to her. but the words are out there now. ]
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[ He'll just keep talking at her even if she doesn't respond. ]
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the growling picks up again, her engine flaring.]
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As of right now we are aware that our dead are not fully gone. There’s that much at least, but until there is some clear way for us to drag them back over here I am not happy with the alternatives either.
[ … ] And you are partnered, my dear.
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I fucking know.
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[ curling up with a bit of a shiver of pain, wrapping an arm over his own head and making a noise like he wants to scream into his arm. ]
... No more planning tonight. Please. I cannot.
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Trust us with that much, at least.
[ they are so tired. christ. ]
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no more planning. she just pulls herself up and moves away to pace, dripping blood behind her.]
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... Karlach?
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she makes a snarling sound.]
What.
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You should try to rest, too.
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Until Pestilence lets her out, I don't think there's much else that she can do. Just-- do try not to bleed out on us. Again.
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it's fine she's had worse than this, she's not going to bleed out.]
You don't want me to sleep. [she says, grinning at them.] I've got nightmares to send.
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Feel free!
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I have plenty of experience coping with those, darling.
[ the world's worst timed 'bring it the fuck on' moment, astarion. ]